I want a relationship, not out of love or passion, but out of fear of the future. Is this selfish?

Eleanor reflects on her desire for companionship after feeling isolated and witnessing her father's illness. She argues that seeking a relationship isn't inherently abnormal; it’s about building something together rather than relying solely on another person. Eleanor emphasizes mutual commitment and shared care as key aspects of long-term love, challenging the idea that connection is negative. She believes this desire for companionship could be common and may represent a new preference developed from her emotional experience.